I HAVE A NEW FRENZ.... it is FUFU. I LOVE IT VERY MUCH....MUAhHHHXXxx

bcoz it from "MY FUTURE HUSBAND".

wink...wink....;)

ku pandang sepi bulan di langit,

ku intai bintang berkelip indah,

hatiku merindu bagai pungguk,

kekasih di nanti entah di mana,

namun ku tetapkan hatiku..sabarku..tabahku,

biar tiada hitam berlabuh dalam putihku,

biar tiada sangsi dalam percaya,

biar tiada amarah dalam riang,

biar tiada resah dalam bahagia,

lalu ku renung awan..

biar bersih jiwaku,

saat angin sepoi bahasa,

menyentuh pipiku,

dingin menemaniku,

dalam fikirku buat tersayang,

moga sang kekasih bahagi sentiasa,

walau tanpa aku suatu hari nanti.

jahat+penipu+ske memain+egois= eiz...

rabu
aku teman farah g klinik coz dya cam xsihat. then klinik tutp so kami pon g la jj.. sesaja jejalan...aku ajak DIA,tp juzt ajak2 ayam je la. coz kiteorg nk g beli tuttt....hu3,segan ar nanti. DIA nak ikut tapi aku ckp nnt la ari jumaat pas klas kita pegi..ari ni biar aku spend time with frah dlu. sekali sekala...bkn selalu. so, secara rasminya aku da janji ngn DIA nk kuar ngn dya ari jumaat.

jumaat
baru aku tringt yg aku da janji ngn pika sejak cuti ritu lagi..adoyai...janji harus ditepati....so terpksa la aku btalkn date kami aritu. dye pon cam pasrah..je. tp dya sebnarnya ambik ati ke x ek???tapi xpelah esok kn nak jmpe gak...sabar izz...esok masih ada..seharian aku bejalan rini. pgi klas pagi then g cri suntik thypod tp xleh lg.then g lepak jusco, n then tesco..pastu balik umah kol 7.30p.m,then aku da jnji ngn kirah nak g tgk inteam..so kuar plak...then balik umah kol 12..gler rr...xsdar. msa blik kmi nmpk p.gat tu ape lg...merangkak2 kami xnak bg p.gat tu trnmpak. tp mlm tu aku trasa ati ngn DIA coz dya da jnji nk kuar ngn aku esok tgk wyg...tp dye plak yg postpornkn kmi nyer date...hurm..aku pnyer la bhagia esk nk jmper...tp xjd lak...can u feel what i feel that time...oh god..!

sabtu...
aku sdih sesangat mlam tu smpai mata aku bgkak...sakit..eishhh. so bagi mengurangkn rasa kekecewaan aku nih..dak2 ni pon ajak la karoke...tp sekali kami da terlebih waktu 11.30. mmg da x dpt d selamatkn..bdk2 tu nk g mkn dlu...sah2 la lmbt nk smpai. so dorang pon nak overnight. mlm ni jgk la aku sms ngn DIA smpai thap nk pisah..tp impossible aku leh idup tnpa dya..nk mati..?he is my heart. aku uji dya mlm tu, aku tpu dya yg aku ovrnght ngn nuzul..sian nuzul xbesalah pon..hu3. aku just nk memain ngn dya...nk tgk dya rsau x..lgpon stakat dya 2 kt jauh manahala,bkn dya leh watpa...
kat pantai feringgi, kami lepak kt stu. aku rsa x sdap ati coz tmpat dye glap sgt. semua da terlengab da,shiada. yang aku cam x pecaya...DIA datang ambik aku. ya allah...syg...karoke...kalau x mmg rugi. aku mmg bersyukur coz bawa aku kuar...dr situ..erm..aku xsangka jauh gak kita menempek..aku terharu gler coz DIA dtang ambik aku bwa blik. hurm..then kami g subuh kt masjid perda, g nasmir..and last pantai bersih..aku btul2 rsa besalah semalam dgn apa yg aku bt kt dya..tipu dya.. masa kt pntai aku duk bertntangn ngn dya spaya sng nk bcakap. aku mnta maaf kt dya and aku cium tgn dya..tbe2 ak rsa dya berhak terima itu...aku bt camtu supaya dya dapat rasa aku cintai dya tersangat2..even aku xmampu nk ucapkn dgn kata2..ckup la dgn perbuatan aku yg menunjukkn aku sayang dya.."maafkan aku ea"

back home at mutiara..

bilerw sy sgt bosan.......


* jap g i will back my home at mutiara.....
* i will meet with sheila....
* i miss her...my fren alwaz talk indon..with me..ahak..
* i will do my asignment...yeahhhhhhhh...
* i can get my room...i love it!
* i will meet againt with my purple thing on my table....huu..i miss that..everything my thing is purple..huhu....
* and also frame that have photo someone..hihi..
*wait for me k!

cry,cry n cry againts

now i'm cry...i feel bad. what happen wif me??am i wrong everytime...everythg that i did never right... everybody assume me like child. i'm teenager right now...i'm almost 19 years old...i can use my mind as well.
i borrowed abah's motocycle just now. i went to his office to take it. actually i want go to sp,but after my mak said "p merbok suda la..." so i just go there bcoz i think it more near. i was go at 12 a.m and go back at 1 p.m. i told my mak that i will take my sis,farah if i have a time..but still early just now. and i put back my abah's motocycle and i went home by walked...its ok for me. then after 20 min, my abah back. my mak asked to take my sis n i said motocycle at abah's office. my mak told me that my abah walked back home n my mak want me go to abah's office take motocycle back. and my parent angry with me. i'm dont mean to make it difficult. i just want abah back by motocycle and take farah like usually. but now...lain jdnya. and abah and mak start toche me.. huh..i had it! and i'm hurt!!! I HATE THIS FEELING SO MUCH!!

sshkn gune barang yg bkn hak kite. kalau aku tau cmni jdnye aku mlas pinjam moto abah semata2 nk g kasut. padahal kasutnya xbeli pon coz kdai kt merbok tu kdai kg. mna da jual kasut. yang mak aku ni pon satu..ermmm,mls la aku nk mrungut kt dya kang kcik ati lak. simpan dalam hati je lah...pakai je la kasut buruk+nak lekang tu izz oi..

bile aku rse dri x dsyg aku mula tringt org yg syg aku......my housemate...n specially my hubby=(

hurm....i miss my bestfriend in da world!!!!!!!! mat din where r u??(huhuk..teremo plak)